re-vamp.
Peacefulnew blog/journal is at [link], in case you're keeping an eye on me ;]
...i figured that it was appropriate, as i am starting a new chapter.
duct tape fixes everything.My skin is not thick. My heart's not strong ... well at least not like it used to be. Its wearing thin, I'm breaking down. Every lie, every broken promise- peeling away the layers. Every disappointment leaving me weaker. Every time recovering less... turning what was once useful into scar tissue. My heart growing smaller, my soul growing sadder.duct tape fixes everything.
You see, once something's broken you can only piece it together so many times, with hopeful and temporary adhesive disguised as love... you can only piece it together so many times before there are too many gaps, holes, and cracks for it to even be recognizab
lost again.Here again Deep in thoughts, Lost in wondering- Plagued by unwarranted insecurity. Here again Staring at the trees, Trying hard to focus- Stranded in my confusion. Lost in my mind... Here again Sitting all alone, Watching birds fly- Questioning myself. Here again In a place I've been many times before, But this time it's different... Depression hasn't lead me here, Loneliness didn't coax me down this path- Only thought Only questions Only change. Something is different Here again- Filled with unanswered quelost again.
hidden.You're not afraid to look me in the eyes- And when you do I see inside ...and I see something strangely familiar. Maybe you understand. I feel as though I am where I belong... Ones like you are like the embers left among the ashes- The ones that glow long after the flame has died. You're not afraid to look me in the eyes You're not afraid of what you may see- On an endless scavenger hunt For what I keep hidden far beneath them. You could be the one To find what I've been hiding- Beauty tangled in ugliness Love buried in bitterness Fear denied by prhidden.
| I AM: confusing. multifaceted. interesting. artistic. cynical. dorky. eclectic. musical. creative. hilarious. caring. daredevil. loving. headbanger. empathetic. silly. emo. hardcore. pink. young. short. cute. maternal. idealistic. ghetto. feisty. percussionist. amusing. forgiving. honest. blunt. loyal. thoughtful. sweet. intuitive. crazy. intelligent. unique. beautiful. spiritual. positive. vibrant. |
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let's play a game called you pretend i am an actual poet
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Just another Yaoi fangirl...
There is no meaning to our world
There is no meaning to those of us living there
We meaningless beings ponder the world
Though the realization of meaningless
Itself means nothing
thanks for the welcome though!
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Just another Yaoi fangirl...
There is no meaning to our world
There is no meaning to those of us living there
We meaningless beings ponder the world
Though the realization of meaningless
Itself means nothing
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